It’s sadly unsurprising that another Black person has fallen once again while in police custody—having suffered unnecessary brutality during a traffic stop. It screams the question: Since when did a routine traffic stop become a high risk assignment for Black women? It’s a question I now have to ponder every time I drive my vehicle. As the tragic death of 28-year-old Sandra Bland is being investigated by state of Texas and played out in the media, I’ve realized that I am Sandra Bland.
I am Black and proud and speak too loudly
At the injustice I see all around me
My skin is darker than a berry, but not too sweetly
Am I acceptable to blind ignorance, you see
Because when the eyes of those who hate rest their gaze
Upon me, my humanness dissipates
into a misty haze and all that is left
Is rage, war, and violence-
against my body’s softness
Their need to destroy the femininity that is me
Because I…am Sandra Bland
My life is seen as an inconvenience to abusers of power
But I’m not popular to those blinded by the rays of my darkness
Shining a beacon upon my guilty countenance
Because justice precedes some but doesn’t proceed for me
Because, I… am Sandra Bland
Passing through this life is a struggle
Over my shoulder I shuffle
Looking into the night for the bright
Swirling lights that can remove me from this life
Driving, shopping, walking, and speaking I am guilty as charged
Black woman… at large
Red incites a bull to rage
But on this stage
Black puts us in a cage
Or a coffin
But I’m not balking because I’m free
And as long as I breathe
I will continue to be
Because Sandra Bland is me
Therefore boldly I’ll proclaim
to say her name
From every mountain top
And I will not stop
The thunderous roar
Until injustice is no more
In this land, we will continue to stand
Because I am… Sandra Bland
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